HURF DURF.

hi

Yes?

are you huy?

Huy?

:-)

I do not know who or what that is; please, if you need something from me, just state it.

State

State: say, express, tell, inform

I fucking know what state means

Then let me ask my question again, "What is it that you need or want from me?"

Kami hamI HA

After first reciving a message out of nowhere for the first time in months, I was confused by the rather odd name by which this sender was named. It was quite long, so I looked up the full version, "此方だけに&#20108 ;度と愛して&#12367 ;れられない&#24444 ;女" It was then that I realised the person on the other end does not actually want anything.

What.

May I implore you to type something with actual substance?

No No you may not

The most dreadful part about this, to what "this" refers I do not know, is that you know how much power you still hold over me.

Sigh.

Yes, it is not "fun and games," when I text; expecting such will leave you dissapointed.

Disappointed, my dear suitor. Disappointed.

That word which has echoed since I can remembered. Additionally, since my level of allusion-understanding is non-existant out of anything non-Touhou related, your use of the word "suitor" leaves me both confused and wondering from what quote it was taken if at all.

Watcu gon do faggt

Nothing; as I always have.

Oh

I know I cannot request anything from you, yet I know not the way to reply to vague, short replies without reverting to inner-monologuing. With that, let me share what I thought after sending the last message. "If that does not send any message to you, then let me apologise for taking anything seriously."

Wow.

And yet I still continue to type these messages; just an hour ago, I was "hapilly" playing away at Eve online when my phone made a weird sound I had not heard before. Now, all I do is sit an wait for a response that will not contain anything of relevance whilst being under five words. That message, which is nothing, giving me the aignal to write about something else as if it were an inner-monoluge, yet is adressed to the same person about which its topic is.

I miss you.

This is.

Respect it.

This is a cool fucking avatar.

It included

Night at the museum
A museum
Haunted Schoolhouse
assasians
Dad's project (Say for business)
An abusive dad
Conquer ONline
And some goth chicks (They were really cool. I mean you had to be there. Was sad though.)

I think I've played a bit too much Conquer and I watched Lilium before I went to bed.

Well, here you go.

But I think they're full of shit

[Guild]Daimonas speaks toAll:If he was, he woudn't have announced it and would've already done it.[23:38]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:hhhhh[23:38]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:yall are right[23:38]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:i shoudln't[23:38]

[Guild]Queency*** speaks toAll:but killing your self is not the answer to anything[23:39]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:i wish i had a mom tho[23:39]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:and a dad[23:39]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:ok.[23:39]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:I WISH I HAD A FAMILY AGAIN[23:39]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:i understand that.[23:39]

[Guild]Queency*** speaks toAll:yeha me too I widh I had a dad too[23:39]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:my mom wasnt the best.[23:39]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:but i had one.[23:39]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:i wish i had a dad also[23:39]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:he wasnt in my life much[23:39]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:he still isnt.[23:39]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:idc for him[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:hes 75 yrs old[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:probaly gonna die[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:soon .[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:so[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:why worry.[23:40]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:i am going ot now[23:40]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:kill my slef[23:40]

[Guild]Queency*** speaks toAll:yuo don't know the feeling of seeing you dad die in front of you[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:DONT[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:yes actually i do.[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:queency[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:everytime i close my eyes[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:i see my family dieing.[23:40]

[Guild]Daimonas speaks toAll:He's trollin'. Oh I am no wait I changed Nope I am wait you're right I shoudnt >.>[23:40]

[Guild]^o.$ara.o^ speaks toAll:someone come help guild [23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:Day[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:please dont kil urslef[23:40]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:its not the answer.[23:40]

[Guild]Queency*** speaks toAll:yeah[23:41]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:hey guys[23:41]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:this is her little sis[23:42]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:to late[23:42]

[Guild]Darkjoe78 speaks toDayLightTro:if you kill yourself you canoot see the beautiful live you can live[23:42]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:she already did it[23:42]

[Guild]Darkjoe78 speaks toDayLightTro:i see my sister dying in my hand i see my girlfriend dying in my hand to[23:42]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:s[23:42]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:i see my whole family dieing.[23:42]

[Guild]DayLightTro speaks to~HerCuLeZ~:SHe already DID IT[23:42]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:its not a good sight.[23:42]

[Guild]spencerlouvi speaks toAll:.....[23:42]

Saved for future refrence.

Anyone?