Be it that I often repeat certain things everywhere I go, if I have truly felt like it was an accomplishment, until I feel everyone is sick of hearing about it (I doubt people actually are), I cannot help but continue to share the so-called "accomplishment" on other sites known by me; the fact that I previously mentioned it to be an "accomplishment" notwithstanding, I can read through it and, immediately after, call the written work a piece of crap on the basis of any and all mistakes in its: syntax, structure, the general idea being expressed, spelling, word usage, and the general Illiteracy it brings about by way of not being native in the language.

You cannot translate Japanese into English. There is a reason that people tell you to translate ideas and not exact sentences; yes, you can get away with that in Spanish, but there are no relations between these two languages. On that point, do not try to think in your native lanuage when writing. However, for the first half of your journey, it will be inevtable. Just this morning I was writing a message when I realised how crap it was. The only reason the one in the picture was less horrible than what I did this morning is that it was written almost after I had woken up; the fact being that my mind was not exactly clearer, so I essentially wrote witout thinking all too much. Of course, I can go through it now and see how crappy it still is.
Oh, I can read and comprehend fairly well. Well, that is not good enough. It is a weird thing, being able to comprehend a news article and then immediately struggle to write a simple message to someone after the fact. I do notice, however, that I can look back (Again, this has been repeated many times) at what I wrote two months prior an see it as a complete failure. At the same time, holding what this month is to the higest regard. This cycle repeats, and I wonder what I will be seeing in December.

That first paragraph was one sentence.